http://www.myspace.com/alexbri

Cause everybody knows, she only drinks alone and she only smokes when she drinks. Well, anyway, that song is stuck in my head, and i have new pictures of me on my myspace, so you better enjoy it bitches. If not, I'll smite, smote, and destroy you to doom. That's right, to doom.

Well, Babydoll, I'm leaving the city in 6 days... On Saturday, May 06, in the early morning I'll be leaving. Again. To Esquimalt, British Columbia, Again. For 3 months.

So in honour of this exciting event, I created a myspace. I'm gonna take new pics... As i really LOATHE this one. haha.

I went to the bar on Friday, it was fun, I did my first shot, EVAR. Tequilla, Nick forced me haha. It wasn't actually all that bad, I'll admit I was definately horrified, but, it wasn't bad. But what was really bad was the fact my window got SMASHED. That's right, some poor person came by and took his anger out on my car's window, and stole my gym bag.

Once again, making me wonder, WHAT THE FUCK!?! I had a few hundred dollars worth of cd's RIGHT ABOVE the gym bag, I had a cd-player in the car, I had the car itself, but all that he thought worth while to steal was my GYM BAG?!? The hell is wrong with him? haha. So, he's now the proud owner of 2 pens, 1 epillete, 1 gym log, 2 pairso f shorts, 1 handmade t-shirt, 1 2 1/2 year old gym shoes, 1 pair of sandals (also 2 years old), and 1 smelly old wet towel.

He's now rollin in the riches.

It's just kinda sad that someone was down on his luck enough to think that there was no other way to make money but to steal a gymbag... I mean.... Honestly... Bank? Might be the way to riches... Gymbag? Not so much. So... I hope my ruined gymbag will bring him happiness, or a swift demise.

Its fun....At the end of every course, it feels like I'm about to jump into the water. Like I'm going from one world into another, one reality to the next, it's the same for my trips. It's like.... Winnipeg is one little bubble, and i'm leaping from bubble to bubble.

Everytime I switch through the bubbles, eveyrthing changes... The first time...when I got back, Charlene left, Courtney became a couple with Eric, and all that.... The second time I got to borden, I passed. That time when I came back, I never got really close to people as much again, and there was much more of a social rift, that took a while to mend. Also, sarah moved in with martin, Angela was going long term with Rory, and I had to leap into this whole entire university thing.

I wonder where I'll fall whenI get back? It's almost like Alice in Wonderland...haha... The unexpected always happening when I'm not there to witness it. Lol But... Then again, how much of it is my own changes? Let's face it, a month out here IS a big change... So hm, maybe this rabbit keeps changing, and the place I'm going back to changes just as fast, but it seems faster just because i cahnged in a different direction. This experiance has re-instilled my desire to work more.

And oddly enough, become a go go dancer. It would be fun.

My eyes are so green right now, haha. I've never seen them this green, it's kind of odd. As the days go on, I'm begining to forget who I used to be, and just keep changing... I can still see the glimmer of my past, but still, It's fun...

I'm much more confident, and much more independent then i used to be... I used to depend too much on sarah, or angela, or natasha, or...anyone really, I was much too weak. But now, I can still lean on people, but I'm just as comfortable skulking the night by myself, it's much more fun this way. I don't feel leashed, I don't need to appologize.

I have so many choices now.... Between who I want, and who wants me, and where i Can go... and what I cando... Things are really seeming so... open. I know i'm restricted by money, and logic, but still...

There is so much to see... I love it.

Angela and I made plans to take tango together, hopefully, we can do it. It'd be interesting, plus, I wanna learn a few waltzes. Meee? Learn a waltz?

Want to waltz? MEEE???

hahaha....

anyway, I'm gonna go to the gym, I must do my tricep and pecs. Yay.
Love, Brian Alexander.

Well, since my last entry (it's been 6 days already, time flies doesn't it?) a lot has happened. I'll break this movement down in days to simplify things.


Day 1, July 12, 05

Did more fire fighting, We had to go down on the fire, it kinda sounds kinky, I went down on a fire by playing with a hose, we squirted foam everywhere, on the door, on the walls, on the Master Seaman, it was fun. Except kind of scary, I was going down a lader with COLLAPSABLE LUNGS ON THE DAMNED OUTSIDE OF MY DAMNED HOT SWEATPIT, so one wrong move and i'm out of air. I've got peeeektures. I'll show. But none of mefighting fire and playing with hoses. We got off insanely early though, and i hung out mostly, and went out for supper with Jacob, he's the nice guy I met at the bar, he took me out to moxies. We walked down the beach, it was fun. True story. Oh, yeah, and i got 96% AGAIN! DAMNIT!

Day 2, July 13, 05

Welll... THIS SUCKED. Like mad. MAD SUCKED. TO THE EXTREME YO! We were in class all day with this ASSHOLE of a master seaman. I mean, he went out of his way to pick on people, who weren't dressed in the military standard (Ie- listening to music through headphones before class)... This would be acceptable IF he had perfect dress yo! BUUUT he didn't! He was wearing A DAMNED KEY RING! Rage. It's not proper standard of dress nope nope. Well, anyway, he also picked on me. Bastard.

Day 3, July 14, 05.

Blahh, we went through the NBCD shit again, BORING! Oh, yea, and I got 96% AGAIN! DAMNIT!

Day 4, July 15, o5

Pretty uneventful, I mean, the biggest fun was swimming while wearing a full set of NCDS, shirt, undershirt, underwear, and pants. itwas actually pretty fun, we learnt how to COMBAT hypothermia, why do we combat it? Whyyy not just embrace your death? I mean, come onn! it's more fun! You get to be remembered as casualty instead of a freak of nature that survived the unsurviveable, wait, nevermind, I MUST OUT LIVE ALL. I've decided, I want to comindeer a ship. It's my goal in life. I MUST RULE THE WORLD, ONE SHIP AT A TIME YO! Speaking about yo, Allan has now returned, and blundon, is gone on saturday (day five).

Day 5, July 16, 05

WOOTULAR GOOD TIMES Yo! I went to Vancouver, beautiful beluga and seal filled ferry ride, hours spent on a bus, a BEAUTIFUL hotel suite, Two Keychains and Cinnamon flavoured toothpaste. Well, it was fun :) I took the BC ferry lines to Vancouver, saw beluga whales, and seals and mountains and pine-tree covered islands and sea gulls. Many many seagulls. Then I went and wondered around Davie Street in Vancouver, it's the "gay" street apparently, so i had fun, it was interesting to see all the people, all the same sex couples actually holding hands and showing affection on the street, you really don't see it too often, but it was nice to see no one make an issue of it. They had all kinds of restaurents from Slovaki to a Raved up Moxies. It was fun, I stayed at the Sandman hotel in a beautiful suite, with a kitchen of my own (mmm Kraft Dinner yo!) and my own living room, and a second TV in thebedroom. AND NO ONE THERE TO SHARE MY TOILET WITH. And my shower wasn't consistantly broken into dry intervals because i forgot to push abutton, CONTINUOUS WATER YO! YAY! haha. Well, It was fun. I went out to Odyssey, it was an interesting bar, a mix of Gios and Desire. The smoking area was very gios-like, while the dance floor seemed desire-ish. The music was a helluva lot better then both bars in my oppinion, and the two major draw backs were-no whipped cream for blowjobs (shots) and lines to go out smoking. Too many lines for my flavour thanks. Well, I ran into 2 friends, one of which are vancouver based and one of which i know from winnipeg. The one from winnipeg offered to buy me previously mentioned blow job, but i had to refuse it after the lack of whip cream issue was presented. The other one is a really nice guy. I'd never be able to be good friends or date with him, but he's a great guy. Just too health oriented for my taste, I like my sugar, and my bread, thanks. then I went back to my hotel room and slept! YAY!

Day6, today, July 17,

I Came back to Victoria, saw orca whales, seals (FOOOD hahahahaha) and seagulls, better view, and I did homework and ironed. YAY! such a nerd. Love, Brian!

Lol wellllll, my course is going pretty good, was on HMCS OTTAWA yesterday, it was pretty cool :-) I just happen to have seen a whale and almost screamed, but beyond that it was all good. My course got horribly hroribly lost, but, on the plus side, since we were so lost, I was able to go get a belt for under 4 bucks. And it was much needed, as i forgot my belt at home... :S

Theeen last night I did some homework, polished my boots, and then slept by 10:00, and then woke up today at four, apparently everyone else went out and partied, and got massive hang overs. WTG guys! haha, God, how are they gonna make any money if they party every night?

But today was cool, we went over the homework, then had a test, I got 95%. Damned Duty Coxn wasn't the right answer, it was coxn. DAMMIT! haha, But seriously, that's all i got wrong, hopefully I do better in the future. I am a nerd after all.

Rabbitly quick, but i'm in my room it's 1206, and I think this coursewill be easy, except for the whole entire knot thing, I'll make sure to do plenty of knot work. I met lots of old ffriends. love brian.

Well Babes, I'm here in sunny British columbia, I'll have more computer access this year as my roommate has his own computer, things are so much more slack then last year, I'm doing my class work for NETP first, and then fire fighting.

My course starts in 30 minutes, I woke up 3 hours ago, and it's only 7 oclock. It's 9 oclock in manitoba.

Apparently we got the right to marry now, if senate passes it. Interesting.

Well, My room mates both seem mad cool, and we have plenty of females on the wall... So i doubt my homosexuality will be brought up, also, I'll be on course with my beloved Barnett again, hopefully all goes well.
Hearts and Candy,

Brian

In in 8 hours and 45 minutes. I'm going away for a month to Victoria, For work.

They finally called me.

Zombies kick ass, and so do I, I love you all. I didn't tell anyone who didn't talk to me, so it's not a secret, it's just no one needed to know if they didn't talk to me. I'll see you when i get back. bye.

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